Monday, June 16, 2008
Here writes Urs truly!!!
Hi all!! I just decided to blog since I can no longer sleep peacefully, study quietly or think about anything normally.. It's now 2 months and 8 days since the promise of the break.. Still, she's not back. I know people have told me and gave me advices that I should follow, but its not easy. Its not easy when you love someone so much that reasons for this kind of situations and events that follow don't make sense. I'm not being desperate, I'm not being unreasonable, I just can't settle my mind on things. I somehow cannot keep my thoughts inside me any longer!! Questions just keep popping up every single time I think. Funny all this emotional pain just erupted from the day she told me she wanted a break from our relationship.
Questions are, If you do love me why not solve the problems you have with me than run away and take a break?
I too need to study, after all its my final year, I'm a student obviously I know what study stress is but this can't be worked out between us?
So you said you wanted me to wait, but how long?
If you wanted me to wait till you saw your results, what if your results were good? Would you come back? What if they were bad? My wait is over and you'll not come back?
If being with me even affected your grades than when would you ever come back? Till you've graduated?
I'm sure all these could be worked out together, thats what couples are for right? Working out stuff together?
I don't believe in guilty feelings, if you're busy I'm not complaining? Go on, do your project! Wanna go out with your friends? Go! These are all small things!
Club stress? Hey, I was in a club before, and I loved you still.
I might seem crude, but just asking me to wait, simple reasons, stupid feelings, just don't cut it.
Don't you think we should just give it a try and solve these?? After 2 months and you don't wanna just make the effort to just give it a shot and see that maybe it'd be better?
Questions questions questions, I'm not trying to say that you're a bad person or a bad girlfriend. I'm trying to say that if we truly loved each other, there should be no hiding, we should work things out.
Remixed on..
6/16/2008 02:22:00 AM
